Missing my ex-girlfriend

 it has been so long since we last spoke, I have waited for my ex to come out of her mentality and admit that we are meant to be together, but it has not happened.

I think she is probably just as upset as I am, life has been hard to both of us. She was amazing and I loved her very much, but religion taw us apart. She wanted to be in the eyes of god and did not believe I wanted the same thing, which is true I didn't.

I find religion to be a guide for those whom struggle with life. She sees it differently but I think she was struggling at the time. She is now a Jehovahs witness. I am on my own, but she was a special person to me. Wish there was some opportunities for friendship because we have been through so much together.

It is all a waste of time membering and wish on what once was. Miss her very much life could not have been more difficult.