Progress Update

How's it going?

I really haven't managed to accomplish much, managed to get myself involved with drugs and things again.

My accomplishments have been low, compared to the unreal future I built up for myself when I left hospital in March - April time 2021, I have been sitting here in my flat listening to voices and not really paying attention to what has been going on in the real world.

Life hasn't been easy with the voices I must admit, feels like a paranoia chemical or something, listening to high pitched noises and they have turned in to voices, having multiple voices in the head. I do turn to drink quite a lot, such as alcohol.

What the hell will I do next, I don't know, but on my way out of here, hope things work out when I finally get out of here. The place I am staying in has so many bad memories of me stressing out and punching walls and things over voices that never made much sense.

Now I am relatively clean of drugs, I am thinking that I will get back on the bike and clean my act up and submit to that instead. Dudes this has been one weird road that I do not want to repeat. I really think if I get back to some sort of physical fitness, I will be alright.

I really did like taking drugs, did not like voices, honestly think these things were external to my head and things could not have been much worse, with regards to voices, apparently though the things that happened around me have been basically quite nasty.

Really tired today, not feeling to clever! Will take a more smiley photo later...